Random thoughts and memories

So every once in a while when reading about someone else (In this case Sara) or just sitting by myself I let my mind wonder and random thoughts and memories start to appear. And since I happened to be logged on here... Im going to share :)
Im starting to really believe that I could survive on ice cream and ice cream only.
I have become a bit of a clean freak.. which if you have known me for any length of time, is really odd... but I am starting to worry what effect this baby is going to have on my clean freakness.
I have a fear of loose hair. Weird huh? like even my own hair, if its loose on the bathroom floor... it freaks me out. Dont even get me started on all the dog hair I clean up daily
Despite the fact that my dogs shed and it grosses me out. I love them dearly and I am already fearing the day that they pass away.
I have MAJOR anxiety. When I was in elementary school I had ulcers because I stressed so much about going to school. I cant even tell you why I stressed about it, I just did. Ulcers, in elementary school?! what the?!
My dad is my hero and always has been. I used to have fights with my friend Amanda Gordan about who's dad was the strongest. Somehow we always got into "my dad can lift more schools than your dad can" ... our dads were super hero strong back then.
I miss my old neighborhood friends terribly. The other night I had a dream about playing night games. It was awesome!
I miss my old ward and our old church building... even if I am still not convinced it wasnt haunted.
My next door neighbor has been a second mom to me my whole life. I love her dearly.
Andrew and I are WAY too much alike sometimes and now that we have been married for a few years and no longer butt heads because of it. I couldnt imagine any relationship could be any more fun and perfect.
It scares me that life is going by so fast.
I miss Mal. She was way more important to me at a very hard time in my life than she realizes. And I regret that I wasnt a better friend to her. I love her to death!
I have an obsession with tie dye
I actually dont mind being pregnant. The only complaint I have is that I just wanna play soccer.
My husband has dreads and somehow convinced me to do them as well... Im insane when Im pregnant apparently.
Although I love where I grew up... I dont want to stay here. I think so many people miss out on so much because they never really open their eyes to the rest of the world
I miss Africa and the people there. I want to go back SO badly!
I often find myself disliking people and Im not really sure why... but when I really look into it, its usually because I wish I was more like them
This is getting really long and probably boring, but Im not done
My brother Caleb may or may not be the coolest kid ever.
Im jealous of all of Andrews talents. Sometime I wish there was something that I was good at... that he wasnt better at
We cant find a name for the baby and we have basically given up trying. Andrew isnt worried at all but i stress about it, of coarse. Any ideas?
I still dream of living at flaming gorge. Im more comfortable there then I am just about anywhere else
I wish I wasnt so judgemental
I wish I was nicer
I wish I was that sweet girl that everyone loves but I pretend that I dont care that people find me rude and blunt
Elephants are amazing! :)
Soccer might be a little too important to me and I fear that I will push it too hard on my kids and they wont like it
My soccer family is amazing. The best friends I could ever ask for and Im going to miss the three members that will be leaving us soon.
For the very fist time in my life, I WANT to go to school
I dont and never have given my mom enough credit for what she does and has done for our family.
There wasnt one year that I want to girls camp that Julie and I didnt get into trouble something. She was the most fun to get into trouble with
Im super excited to finally be a mom but I sometimes feel way too young and unprepared.
Im extremely self conscious and it drives Andrew crazy. I absolutely hate the way I look 90% of the time
I love being alone. I can spend hours and hours all by myself and I am completely happy about it.
For some reason lime green has become my absolute favorite color.
If I could go back and do it all over... I would take the offer my dad gave me and take that 3 grand and get married in vegas. My dad is genius!
I never really had a honeymoon... I probably never will.
I miss Russ Shelley
I still wonder if I could make it somewhere in soccer... Im not going to lie... Im an ok player ;)
I have started to really enjoy gardening. It makes me feel old
I miss my friends parents. Is that weird? Like the Phillips' and the Clarks. I miss them!
I have to admitt that while I can deal with winter and like snow occasionally. I am more of a summer fan
One of my favorite things is when I laugh so hard it makes me cry. My soccer family causes this to happen on a regular basis.
My neices and nephews are the coolest. A few weeks ago my nephew Billy walks in and has fanny pack over his shoulder like a purse and says "Aunt Chantal, look at my man purse!" to which a replied, puzzled... "Man purse?!" and he says "Yeah... its what a man wears." Where do they come up with this stuff?!
I love polaroid pictures
I swam with dolphins once... actual wild ones, in the ocean. AMAZING!
I suck at blogging. I havent figure out how to work the stupid thing but Im too lazy to really look into it. Everyone has these cute pages with cute pictures... not me. Why? Because I dont have the patients to figure it out.
If you have read all of this... I apologize ;)

Sun!

How much do you love the sun?! I cant get enough. And yes... I already have tan lines all over my body, and Im completely happy about it. :)